And They Called Me Amie

It Started..It Ended One Summer…

Posted on: April 11, 2010

“Love knows no rules, you could fall in love with the right person, but still find yourself  at the wrong track. You could also fall for the wrong person but find yourself at the right path. “

I could still recall vividly how  I met you  one summertime. I met the right person at a wrong time…at a wrong place.. It started with just a simple hello..never expecting that a special relationship it would blown into.. A connection between two  right people on a wrong circumstances..and though we were oblivious to the fact that it is heading to something irrational and deplorable..

It started with happy moments that paved the way for a bond to develop between us..it was extraordinary for me as I have always been telling you.. it was so special that it  got more intense as the days went by..

It started when I felt my knees shaking, my heart trembling, my blood seemed to be draining..All along I was on a puzzle and a thousand thrill captivated my heart…as if this will go on eternally..

But then, I began to realize the damn truth..this should not go on forever.. I started to notice you were the one who first discerned that it’s heading to something  not right and unjust..and then you were lost for a period of time….can no longer find even a single trace of you..you have left me in the air….but somehow it relieved me..

That’s when I started to ask myself  “why..what..how..”  Why should it be this way? …. What am I looking for? What are we heading for? How come I indulged myself with this kind of a mess? This is just a fantasy…this is unreal!!!! I was screaming in my solitude…I didn’t look for you..it was you who found me… I was happy even before you came into my life..I wished I had never known you….

But now you’re coming back with promises that are only  meant to be broken ..that’s always too good to be true..but I have come to my senses..

And now I guess the foolishness has ended… I was wrong in thinking that holding on will make me strong but I must say that letting go will make me stronger..

And now it’s summertime once again…and finally I’m picking up the broken pieces of the wasted dream…. the feelings has ended…never to come back anymore….but who knows what lies ahead?..

“There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind. But keep in mind that letting go isn’t the end of the world, it’s the beginning of a new life.”


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